Erik (eriktrips) wrote,
Erik
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maybe 11 hours of sleep will improve my worldview today. I couldn't think of what to say by the end of the day yesterday. sorry if my cryptic expletive was not very intelligible. I don't know if this happens to anyone else but sometimes I get to the point that I can't really even signal anyone for help I feel so distressed but I know that I should so I put up a flare sort of.



I was going to put up an end-of-the-world poll but making up the questions was upsetting me so I've stopped with that. but anyone who wants to tell me that in their opinion the world is not going to end within the year, I'd love to hear it.

seriously. something triggered my armaggedon voices over the weekend--well really they aren't voices anymore: just feelings of impending doom. maybe I should be taking some B vitamins. I am still hungry from backpacking and can't seem to get enough food in me.

that's about it I guess. I have no energy for poetic invocations this morning or afternoon I guess it is now. I think I should eat and go for a walk maybe and then look at some work-related stuff. it is difficult to explain to clients when I am taken offline like this that it's not me it's just this crap in my head that takes over and well..

I'll see if concentrating on something besides how I'm feeling is helpful. maybe try to study javascript some more. that could prove very helpful in the short term, actually.

::kicks the starter motor::
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