Erik (eriktrips) wrote,

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down time

it looks like my shot is due in about five hours, which explains a lot. the only way I know when to do it is from my ical alerts that beep every hour until it's done on the day it's done; I thought I was getting tired and it turns out that there is good reason for that.

I might take it here in a sec and see if I can get any late night boost. otherwise I should go to bed for the third time today and sleep another couple of hours and then take it. this seems very appealing. I keep thinking I've been in bed longer than I really have and jumping up before it is time. my schedule has gotten very irregular in the last four or five days and I need to get it back on track because otherwise this is what happens. no matter when I wake up I think I've been in bed for seven hours even if it's only been, like, two. I don't remember when I went to bed until I get up and check my chart. as you can see by looking at today, I've been sleeping in 3-4 hour bursts. I need at least one more.

I did not get out to read this weekend although the weekend is not really over given that we're rolling into xmas week. probably I could continue to read out every night between now and new years day and get a at least a little attention. with the possible exception of tuesday wednesday night (my mind is going. I can feel it.), xmas eve.

it's looking like it's me and just me for the holiday itself. I will try to find something interesting to do during the time I'm awake. a movie if I can raise cash, a walk or something else free or cheap if not. yet another nice thing about being awake at night is that holiday nights don't seem much different from regular nights, unless it is the sort of holiday that produces noisy neighbors. I hope to the gods of peacefulness that they go out for new years eve. I know that wherever they are they will be raising hell, so let it not be here.

I mean, I'll be up, and s will probably be out, but it still gets annoying having to deal with someone else's racket when you prefer quiet, or at least quiet enough that I can listen to my own music without turning it up so loud it scares the cats.

I'm getting to be a crabby old man. get off my lawn! >:{>

very sleepy. I should take advantage of this and take an effective nap. maybe I'll be awake and ready to function by midnight.

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