cheezus h fscking cricket.
see i had budgeted the whole day for panicking but when i heard that r couldn't make it tomorrow morning i turned panic mode off and now that i just found out that r adjusted her schedule especially for me i have to get back into the spirit of panicking again only i have fewer hours in which to do so so now i feel like i must panic extra because time is running very short.
oh dear oh dear oh dear oh dear.