i was very upset. when i woke up i laughed at myself and said whew. what a nightmare!
i do have real nightmares sometimes but more often i dream i have missed my train or missed my stop or forgotten my luggage or left my ticket at home. i love the train and i don't know quite how all this anxiety got attached to it.
it is already time to go to bed again. since my body insists on 12+ hours every night i have to turn in early in order to get up at a reasonable hour. i'm hoping that the extra time i spend sleeping gets tacked onto the end of my life. otherwise i'm getting ripped off.