ok i feel like going on a bender. what the fuck is a bender. well i feel like going on one from what i understand they are as it seems like it might be nice to be only tangentially connected to consensual reality for several days.
the problem though is that i just drank my last beer and i am in my pajamas so can't run out to the nearest corner store which is as near as the nearest corner and buy more.
this is all probably just as well.
for example i. for example and only for example and only an example for example.
for example today it was hot and i wore shorts. i walked outside in shorts and sandals which if you know me just say for example if you know me you know this is not the sort of thing i generally do that is i didn't used to do it but i do it now. well for one thing there is hair on my legs now and i can wear only one thin shirt and my chest stays flat. i mean strictly for comparison one could say that at one time i wouldn't have worn shorts and sandals outside but now for instance i will. it was hot and i put on shorts though at one time i wouldn't have and out i went. there is now hair on my legs and i can wear a thin shirt.
this sort of thing could have happened to anyone and indeed it has.
while wearing shorts i washed a jacket. while wearing shorts i folded tshirts. i drank iced coffee. matter of factly. matter of factly i folded tshirts for what other way can you fold them. i looked at the clock and drank iced coffee and folded tshirts while wearing shorts. for instance. i noticed others doing similar things in fact one guy was folding pants just a few feet away from my folded pants.
it was hot here and i wore shorts and it was just one day but i lived it. i wore shorts and lived in them. i wore shorts and a thin shirt and lived in them with them touching my skin and me touching them and anyone could say as much in fact one guy was folding pants just a few feet away from my folded pants and he wasn't wearing shorts for instance. he wasn't wearing shorts for instance but i was and anyone could say as much. he wasn't wearing shorts for instance but i was. he wasn't wearing shorts for instance but i was.
(maybe this all seems too obvious but i have an idea)
i am really and truly listening to boston right now.
my housemate has her journey so i say why not.