August 23rd, 2006

mutts earl

follow up

I think monster is better than rockstar. at least for my physiology. I took two klonopin (forgot a dose sometime today or rather the day went by too quickly for me to get them all in) before meditating for 40 minutes and now I am slightly drowsy. soon I must go to bed and at least try to get up in time to leave for the art institute at 7:30. once upon a time this meant I could get up at 7:20. nowadays it takes me twenty minutes just to-- nevermind.

today I ran into one of the other PhD 'graduates' from this year and she has not finished either although she is an assistant professor now at usf. we are both wondering how we will teach and write at the same time. I think I have to learn a few make-do skills. that is, find things that will actually help them learn something without me feeling like I have to dazzle them with brilliance each and every class session. with composition it seems as though I am going to need to tone down the dazzlement anyway. I'm not there to make them scratch their heads. too much, anyway.

yeah. sleep. I believe I will now try to pursue some.
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