August 14th, 2009

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a little behind

I am constantly over 200 posts behind on my friends list lately. I don't know if it's because I've added a bunch of outside blog RSS feeds to my friends page or what, but I cannot seem to catch up even if I spend all night reading you all. Part of the problem is that I get distracted easily with quizzes and links to interesting places and before I know it four hours have slipped by. I have actually been trying to "waste less time on the internet" but I've also been feeling quite lonely and then it occurs to me that my primary social outlet for the last fifteen years has been the internet.

Well duh.

Time though has begun really to worry me with its ever-increasing velocity. It seems like I have all these things I want to do but it is becoming ever more clear that I do not have forever to do them. I used to. You know?

My sleep schedule is all over the map and in fact I thought I was becoming diurnal but then I fell asleep at 5am and slept till 1 this afternoon and now I am not sure really what time it should be nor what I should be doing. The vet's office closes in an hour and a half so I do have to get dressed and go buy catfood shortly. Beyond that, I have cereal enough for tonight but could use something proteinaceous for dinner. It is Friday night so there will be people out in my neighborhood very late--er, until about 2am. This city is so very strange in its apparent desire to be New York while keeping a bedtime of 8:30pm sharp on school/work nights. Obviously our economy is not diversified enough; otherwise there'd be more people up in the middle of the night.

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