watched benjamin smoke alone in my room and remarked to myself how odd it is that things and people have slipped by without my having said a word to them and it was mostly because i thought that they thought i was not worth the hello.
one more time through and i'll get it right.
what i am trying to figure out now is just what one does at this age given what all went on at that age. obviously there are certain drugs that i simply can never do again.
on the other hand there are those that i've yet to try.
but the question is not so much of them as what then. we should all have our names up in lights the question is how to get them there. the animal comments on the animal. only the animal listens but what more could we need. all of our friends are with us.