Erik (eriktrips) wrote,

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land of the living

yeah it's hackneyed in the worst touchy feely west coast sort of way but after a good conversation with my therapist last night I felt much better.

either that or "crying myself to sleep" wednesday night was a good cathartic. I put the above in scare quotes because although it was a banner night in that I cried for the first time in five years I didn't come close to wracking sobs but rather silently squeezed out enough tears for one very small rivulet into my ear. then I stopped. this apparently is what happens now when I get really really really sad.

testosterone is so weird.

so now I am up late and drinking coffee so I can stay up even later because I'm having such a good time.

maybe this is the denial stage?

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