Erik (eriktrips) wrote,

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looking back

inevitably the moment is coming when this will be over. and this is infinitely distressing. always flung towards the future looking backwards at what has just ended and what has just ended and what has just ended.

of course sometimes this works in one's favor as for instance when one is feeling pain. always there will be an end to pain and you are driven inexorably towards that moment. then of course pain will come again and then you will be driven to the end of pain and then again pain and then again and again and again and again.

at some moment unavoidably so everything will be anterior. that is all will have gone before and be gone forever and that will be all and the time before that will be unique and unchangeable and unrecoverable and that will be all.

meantime over and over again.

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