Erik (eriktrips) wrote,
Erik
eriktrips

  • Mood:

gloom

i'm depressed.

see there's the war.
and then there's my exams.
and then war.
and then exams.

and then there is that i started injecting a different preparation of testosterone three weeks ago and i think it absorbs faster and then peters out faster and doesn't it just figure that even though i am a man now i still get to chalk up my moods to hormones if i feel like it. and really i think it only is due to hormones if i think it is that is to say that what i think about my hormone levels has more to do with how i feel than what those levels really are.

so i could be depressed about war and my exams neither of which will be over with anytime soon or i could be depressed because it is almost time for my next shot which means in about three days i will be happy again.

which would you choose?
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