see there's the war.
and then there's my exams.
and then war.
and then exams.
and then there is that i started injecting a different preparation of testosterone three weeks ago and i think it absorbs faster and then peters out faster and doesn't it just figure that even though i am a man now i still get to chalk up my moods to hormones if i feel like it. and really i think it only is due to hormones if i think it is that is to say that what i think about my hormone levels has more to do with how i feel than what those levels really are.
so i could be depressed about war and my exams neither of which will be over with anytime soon or i could be depressed because it is almost time for my next shot which means in about three days i will be happy again.
which would you choose?