apatheticmostly I've been doing stuff.
I have to find energy to do more stuff and do it faster.
that's pretty much it.
right this minute I must decide what to do and when until I have this one thing I am obligated to do at 5pm. after that I am free until monday but there is stuff I should do in between now and then it's just not tightly scheduled stuff which is to say it is not scheduled at all but I still have to do it.
what I really want to do is sit and stare into space but that is not an option.
