Erik (eriktrips) wrote,

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dusk to dawn

it's 6pm and I'm wondering just how I'm going to get from now till bedtime. of course one option is to make bedtime 6:30pm which I have not entirely ruled out yet. I can't bear to watch the evening news and am wondering if which of the Simpsons or South Park would make for better company. I've had two beers and that was enough to figure out they weren't really what I wanted. I am alone and although I could call someone what I really want to do is sit silent and glum and the phone isn't the best medium for that.

as the time wears on I just get more depressed which isn't exactly atypical for me but I didn't expect to feel this bad for so many hours. why this morning I took books with me to school thinking I might read them after class but instead I sat in my office listening to gloomy music through my little laptop speakers. no one at school knew quite what to say but we carried on.

I haven't felt this shellshocked in a long time. I have no idea what to do now.

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