if this were happening to you would you think the universe was trying to tell you something?
their liberal arts classes are taught seminar-style: one three-hour meeting a week, so I would only have to deal with performance panic once a week, and both C and our friend Dale, who also teaches there and is willing to recommend me, says that artists are great fun to teach to which I say well I know. we artists are fun people.
anyway yeah. Catherine will be moving to New York over the summer. this upsets me a little but I am glad she finally got a job after all the grueling interviews and job talks of the past three years. I swear I will never go through what she went through but I might try this teaching gig thing one more time. an artsy job environment might suit me a bit better than the over-achieving high-stakes high-theory milieu I currently struggle to survive in.
and if this fails to reconcile me to my chosen profession well then I will know for sure that I need to choose a different one.