it's been awhile. I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. something interesting in my reading and with just a pinch more effort I could be into it and grooving on it but I haven't got it in me today. I may have gotten up too early. 6:30. but I went to sleep at 9 and I think my dreaming life has caught on that if I go to bed early it just has to start up earlier so as to get all the annoying ones in before I awaken. when I opened my eyes and saw it was after 5 I said screw this I'm getting up.
should have stayed in bed but that would have just meant another annoying dream. I hate my dreams. I would tell you about them but they are so annoying I wouldn't want to inflict them on anyone else. really fucking annoying.
I need food.