so I feel somewhat better myself although am not into the burrito tonight. which itself might be cause for great alarm but in a little while I am going to go to the store to see what sort of relatively bland food might be on offer. I don't do bland very often so I am not sure how to approach it. should I get a potato? a loaf of bread? maybe all I really want is a bowl of cereal. that can be enormously soothing all on its own.
the question is what exactly to do with the rest of the afternoon and evening. there are a number of things I could learn most of them having to do with computers or guitars. will it be photoshop or windows xp? I know some about both of these but I can't, for instance, create a polished metal texture at will or guess under which of fifteen million preference panes a particular setting might be. something tells me that a book could help me with the former but that for the latter there is no method precisely because there is no method.