I should do some cleaning but there are so many other things clamoring for my attention I don't know if I will get to it. the kitchen needs sweeping and my room needs a general shoveling-out of crap. I collect boxes for no reason except that I'm usually too lazy to break them down and carry them out to recycle. the windows machine I got over winter break? still have the box. it's become part of my furniture by now and the cats and rats are used to crawling over it but it would free up a lot of floorspace if I dumped it.
I have bills to pay but no money to pay them with. I'm not sure what happens if you just don't send them any money. what happens if you just don't send them any money? should I call and say sorry I have no money this month but next month I will? I don't know how to do these things with the least amount of trauma. my old habit is just not to pay and not to call and not to answer the phone and just generally hide out. I don't think that's optimal though.
yeah just checked the mail. no insurance money yet. the credit card I rely on the most is due tomorrow. I feel like I should go out and buy everything with it I think I might need for the next month but the milk would go bad.
it could be worse but this is a little frustrating.
