well it's no wonder and i wonder. if all the names of history are to deposit their trash on my doorstep what am i supposed to do with it. there is no sanity except in the choosing of delusions so choose yours and so choose. i could use another moment of sheer youth as they say or as he says as who says it doesn't matter i say sheer youth. in the morning with first coffee forgetting who we are until it all filters back and there you are under it. it's no wonder.
let me at it.