Erik (eriktrips) wrote,

  • Mood:


I seem to have cleaned my room. partially, at least. the shelves are up and two piles of boxes are waiting at the top of the stairs to be escorted to recycling. the big box that santiago likes to hide in is still in here but I think I want a table where it is. I will keep the box until I find something that has a nice flat surface on the top for me and some sort of hidey hole on the bottom for him. I think I want some sort of small industrial workbench looking thing. I don't guess I'd find that at Ikea although I might get a car and go look for the hell of it.

not that I have money. my paycheck did not appear in my bank account so tomorrow while I am over at sfai I am going to have to hunt someone down. here we go again? bleh. I hope not. the two little teaser checks I finally got out of blue cross have never been followed up by anything more substantial. I think from now on I'm going to bug my therapist for monthly statements so that I can bill them regularly and try to keep them honest. hitting them with 18 months' worth of weekly visits does not seem to be the way to get money out of them.

I miss feeling really good about having cleaned. I don't know what happened to that feeling or the one that actually motivated me at times to clean way down deep getting on hands and knees with a scrub brush but I lost both feelings some time ago and they never returned. I mean I am happy to have freed up some floor space in here and one particular corner has improved its looks greatly but eh. this used to give me a boost that would last into evening.

somewhere with my breasts and my sanity I managed to slough that one off.

dang. there are no cars available nearby until this evening when it will be too late to shop but time to go to bed. I could roam the neighborhood for castoffs I suppose or I could take the quest online. there are no used furniture stores left in the mission except for "vintage" dealers who charge outrageously.

I wonder if I could have a used industrial workbench delivered. these days most anything is possible.

after cleaning my room and rearranging some things I unwrapped the candles I bought and man one of them is stinkypoo. I'm burning it now in order to reduce its time left in existence.

  • chapter one is finished!

    The end of chapter one of UndiaGnosed is near. So near you could click and be right there. This entry was composed @Dreamwidth. Feel free to…

  • That took a long time

    So it took a little longer than I meant for it to but here is another section of the autobiography that will never end:…

  • Why the sky is blue is a political question.

    Why it is important to examine our own ideas before we can change the world around us. This entry was composed @Dreamwidth. Feel free to comment…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.