so I will explain all this and hopefully delay exasperation one more month. if there were a way to get into the computer and schedule all my appointments we'd be home free and I think there might be and I think I will ask her if we can do that.
the phone thing is nearly a disability. I cannot even explain the problem exactly but it has something to do with the fact that when you are on the phone you are in a relationship that demands that there be conversation every second and I just don't do those sorts of relationships.
teaching is done for the week and we are forging on and the concepts are difficult both to learn and explain and I am going to try to keep things under control a little more next week although I just don't know of any easy way to present postmodern and deconstructive thought. its celebrated obscurity is supposedly one of its faults and something that makes it less-than-credible--a charge that theoretical physics never has to answer--but in any case explaining it in simple terms is only barely possible.
I will post my notes later today. you'll see what I mean. right now I need coffee on the one hand and a nap on the other.