well I guess I know my dose and that I just have to deal with the leftover nerves when there are any.
fortunately most of the lecture was written and I did have time to do all the reading and I am still tired so I'm going to bed now and getting up really early to make sure everything is in shape. I obsess too much I know but I don't know how else to operate. I suppose I should trust myself when I know I have enough material and then force myself to stop working. there's only been one time this semester that I wish I'd been better prepared and that was before the klonopin experiment started and I spent all weekend nervously prostrate and was unable to prepare much.
the rest of the time I've been overprepared every single week.
paging happy medium.