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monday monday

soon we will all sit and watch student presentations together. these things always make me a little nervous besides the normal conversation-nervous in that getting everyone in there and going and out of there on time is a little like running a vaudeville show without rehearsal. I have to trust everyone not to go over their time limit and decide whether to "gong" those who do--of course almost everyone will because they too are nervous and afraid they won't have enough material so they prepare way too much.

checked email as soon as I got here and no one has jumped out of bed this morning to respond to my dissertation. I didn't really think they would but just thought I'd check. I'm fairly certain that this whole thing is the main reason my unease continues on into the week. sure there are other things to be out of sorts about but this is beooming an obsession.

should I email Judith if the obsession gets out of hand or just continue to wait?

oh this sucks.


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Dec. 12th, 2005 06:01 pm (UTC)
i'd probably write the e-mail. don't know whether that would turn out to have been the right thing to do or not, but i probably couldn't bear the suspense. hope she writes or calls soon!
Dec. 12th, 2005 08:20 pm (UTC)
I think I will give her at least one more day and then just see if we can meet to talk about it. I think if I put it that way then I can seem a little less anxious and a little more like I just want to get together and talk. I was half-expecting an email of doom to be waiting for me when I got out of class but it was not so at least that much is not conforming to my worst fantasies. this business of interpreting signs is not good for me. it was one way in which I lost my mind 8 years ago. perhaps a small way, so I don't think I will go insane anytime soon, but it still is not good for me.
Dec. 12th, 2005 06:12 pm (UTC)
did she happen to mention when she'd get back to you on it?

i'd decide to put it out of my mind entirely until weds, and then shoot her an email on weds morning asking after it.

i know the feeling. try to focus on anything else for now. i know that isn't simple.
Dec. 12th, 2005 08:23 pm (UTC)
yeah I think I'll give her at least one more day and then email her about meeting to talk about it. that way I can appear fairly mature and calm about it.

in the meantime there are lots of papers to grade. hrm.
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