to make my experience complete I want to:
give myself my shot
shave my head
put on new shirt I bought with money I don't really have
go to cafe
that should pretty much take all day. tomorrow it's back to the grindstone until April.
I have not spoken to lisagail yet today so don't know exactly how things are going but I am trying to keep in touch by email so as not to get in the way unnecessarily. I still don't know what to do and am beginning to suspect that it's just the way these sorts of things are. there isn't a whole hell of a lot you can do but love the people who are still here. so I'll do that.
happy my birthday, everybody.