Erik (eriktrips) wrote,

  • Mood:

love is not the drug. pasta is.

it's amazing what a little food and fizzy water can do for one's disposition. when I came home I felt like I wanted to put my own eye out and then jam it down someone's throat.

then I ate.

much better.

I mean I'm still anxious but the urge to throttle has passed. I don't know what to do about this nighttime anxiety thing. I have to save my klonopin for teaching. valerian root does not work or that is it makes you sleepy without relieving your mental obsessions which turns out worse to the degree that you lose your rational defenses when you get sleepy.

I think I will sit and see what happens.

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