then soon it is appointment time wherein I hear how one person would be treating my anxiety if they had full psychiatric authority in my case and then go argue with another about how he is treating my anxiety now. the first will be fine but the second will be stressful enough that I'd like some anti-anxiety meds beforehand! but I don't have any extra so I will have to live with elevated amounts of this and that.
I guess first I put on my real clothes. I'm already in a bad mood about the appointments. maybe the first person will be able to intervene in such a way that the latter half is not too painful. I hate sitting between disagreeing doctors. I should put them on the phone with one another I think.