note to self:

when taking klonopin before meditating, be sure to counteract with several cups of coffee before commencing to sit.

I'm finding out that I can sleep sitting bolt upright. dreams and everything. complicated narratives. the one good thing is that I can wake up as soon as I realize what's going on.

so now I'm supposed to write. I think another more coffee might be indicated.

I will go over to berkeley a little later to do a couple of things like try to impress upon my many managers and bosses that I need a job for summer. also we have to figure out what to do about this pedagogy website. really I would like that to be my job for summer but I don't think there is enough money to pay me what I really need to get by until august when hopefully I will be teaching somewhere.

but first. wake up. WAKE UP!