Erik (eriktrips) wrote,
Erik
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I will now go to the store and get that out of the way before commencing to study. in my neverending quest to micromanage my mood, I decided that if I work now and wait to go to the store I'm going to hit a 3pm lull where I will not know whether to go on studying or go to the store, and since I will have to go to the store at some point I would probably sit there vacillating for half an hour or more until finally I gave up and went to the store in a kind of annoyed/bored state that 3pm is famous for if you don't have something to keep you busy through it.

but if I go to the store now, also beating out the rain they say is coming but isn't even on the radar yet, then I can study monomaniacally until time to eat dinner, which is already purchased and in the freezer but what I need is cereal and milk and coffee the staves of life. I can't just wait till tomorrow as the evening bowl of cereal has become a fixture so that I'm eating small dinners just so I can have the cereal later.

I do not know what is going on with my appetite but a person could theoretically live on cereal and milk and coffee for a while so I'm just taking it as it comes.

I found out yesterday that the diet rockstar energy drink is indistinguishable from the regular so now I think I've found the solution to those 210 calories. not that I'm dieting, but I am aware of the little extras that might be adding to my "love" handles so-called. stuff is still shifting and lately my ass has gotten just about 1/8" bigger or something as it is just a little harder to get to that next-to-last hole in the belt. I'm hoping that my glutes are just becoming more massive. my arms gain definition just sitting here bathing them with testosterone so who knows what my butt muscles are doing.

first though I'm going to make a pointless post to lj.

I must have slept wrong as far as my elbow was concerned as it hurts more today than it has in a couple of days. reminding me perhaps to go all the way to walgreens for ice pack and wrap. it's been a bit chilly in the house because it refuses to warm up outside so I'm not thrilled at the idea of sitting here with ice on my body. guess first I should down some naproxen and see how that does. it actually helped a lot the other day.

will be needing shirt and shoes for this venture.
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