there went the day. I can still sit and read for a little while and think I just might as soon as I'm done saying whatever it is I came here to say which really I've already said so I could shut up now and be done with it.
at this point I enter a whole new financial realm in which I have enough money to pay the rent, the utilities, my therapist and a bankruptcy lawyer. I still have to figure out how to pay enough to school to get the hold lifted from my registration but I might be able to do that in a month's time which will free up another paycheck and get me insurance and guarantee me a timely degree when I file.
I'm going to investigate the properties of ginseng all by itself in the next day or two. the monster drink leaves me a little nauseated possibly because of the extra shot of caffeine which I've never really found useful after 4pm anyway it just makes me jumpy and spaced out by then but if I can take plain old ginseng without getting anxious like I used to it could be a real boon.
anything. anything at all to get through the stein awake.