we will go eat something in a little while and then I think I will go to bed so I can get up early and do all that last-minute get-you-to-the-airport stuff. of course I will be needing help in keeping the plane aloft between about 11:30am and 1:30pm pdt and it would probably be good to extend that help a bit in case we are late. so whatever any of you can do. I'll have good drugs so it won't matter that much to me tomorrow but it matters to me today and I can't take all my drugs today.
I want to nap. I'm not sure exactly what is wrong with me that I feel I need a fifteen-hour sleep day but maybe spending time with family is a bit taxing. I mean of course spending time with family is a bit taxing. family doesn't make a great deal of sense to me and the family that I depend on the most is not the family I belong to by birth. I'm not real sure what makes people who share a particularly large percentage of genetic material stick together, but I'm a freak so what can you do. none of this was my idea to begin with anyway.
damn I'm sleepy.